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Justice and Selving

December 9, 2020

 

As Kingfishers Catch Fire

BY GERARD MANLEY HOPKINS

As kingfishers catch fire, dragonflies draw flame;
As tumbled over rim in roundy wells
Stones ring; like each tucked string tells, each hung bell's
Bow swung finds tongue to fling out broad its name;
Each mortal thing does one thing and the same:
Deals out that being indoors each one dwells;
Selves — goes itself; myself it speaks and spells,
Crying Whát I dó is me: for that I came.

I say móre: the just man justices;
Keeps grace: thát keeps all his goings graces;
Acts in God's eye what in God's eye he is —
Chríst — for Christ plays in ten thousand places,
Lovely in limbs, and lovely in eyes not his
To the Father through the features of men's faces.

A few weeks after my sinus surgery, my olfactory sense was restored.  It had been years really since I could smell.  Every now and then I'd get a whiff of something, but it was rare. Now, I am inundated.  My hot tea, my food, my cleaning products, my beauty products, my sweet puppy (whom I thought had no odor--alas!), even stores have particular smells. I can now distinguish my mask from Stan's because of the residual aroma of his mouthwash and aftershave.  Cooking is more fun. Eating is more fun. And the wonderful smells of Christmas: pine, cinnamon, and apple cider are glorious!  

Hopkins' poems have the same effect on me--aurally.  The rhythm of the consonance and thickness of the assonance are too much for some.  Some critics find fault with the difficulty of reading and occasional awkwardness of the poem's diction.  I had an English/Religion professor at Boston University, Geoffrey Hill, a noteworthy poet in his own right, who would begin each class with the reading of Hopkins' poetry.  It was magical.  Maybe it was the British accent, but certainly it was the care, the passion, and the reverence of his reading that tuned Hopkins' music so sweetly. Professor Hill made Hopkins' sprung rhythm unwind with force and fervor.  

This is one of my favorite poems, and it is especially fitting to be included in this blog since it deals with finding our true purpose--being authentic or the authenticity of being.  Hopkins turns the noun into a verb (as we so often like to do in English; "stress" becomes I am "stressing" about this, for example.):  Selves — goes itself; myself it speaks and spells,/ Crying Whát I dó is me: for that I came. The flashing beauty of the kingfisher and the dragonfly, the noisy clanging of the bell and the rock thrown into the well with its rich echoing lends itself so wonderfully to the cry of "Me! This is me! This is who I am and why I'm here!"

And that purpose is given even greater impact as the transition is made to Christ--the just man.  I was always frustrated as a child when I would look up a word in the dictionary and find the word as part of its definition: patience--the state of being patient. But here the "just man justices" doesn't have the same effect. He is justice. He is love, He is grace.  He is Christ and He does what He came to do--keep grace.  Usually one thinks of grace as something freely given--isn't that how we sing about it in our hymns?  Why "keep grace"?  What is the poet saying here? I think "keep" here means sustain.  The love of Christ, his sacrifice, is what continues grace.  And how does that continuing grace work? Through the body of Christ.  Believers are the lovely limbs of Christ.  I don't understand why people talk about social justice as something apart from the gospel. To be like Christ is to love like Christ--to act, to help, to meet needs.  We are to live "[t]o the Father" through the lovely limbs and eyes of Christ--serving selflessly and sacrificially. God help us to be that for which we came!

Journey

 December 2, 2020

As a part of the Advent word-prompt reflections through #firstonfifth, here is my bifurcated response to the word journey: 1. Yesterday as I was reading in Acts,  I  was struck with just how much planning, manpower, and material support was needed for Paul's missionary journeys.  This is the first time I've really thought about it in this practical way. Does it mean that I'm officially getting old when figuring out the logistics of the missionary journeys intrigues me more than the inexplicable events? Or maybe not.  Maybe now, at my age, I have the wisdom to realize the full scope of how even just making the journeys was miraculous. 


2. The other journey that springs to mind is that of arriving at D's diagnosis:  CLIFAHDD syndrome.   It took 21 years, but we finally have a name, a description, an explanation of sorts.  It helps to have a name, but the best part is our fledgling community. This rare syndrome isolated in 2015 brings together families from all over the globe, and as we get to know each other in our Facebook group, we delight in finding out personality traits that are similar among our children, no matter the age, size or nationality.  A cute little guy from Germany who had just started walking on his 3rd birthday (same time D did) laughs at silly noises (D's first laugh was at the phht-phhht "pooting" sound of a nearly empty squeeze bottle of ketchup) or when other people cry or struggle (when Dad and Stan put up a ten-man tent, D laughed so hard he nearly fell out of his chair).  Several other families chimed in with similar stories.  A kindred sense of humor--isn't that fascinating? 


As I was reflecting this morning about the many, many people who have helped me in raising/loving/nurturing/caring for D on this journey, I became teary.  It's a beautiful list.  I am grateful to all who have walked and are walking this journey with us--a journey filled with uncertainty and hope, difficulty and joy, struggle and triumph, disappointment and gratitude, weariness and laughter, but most of all, love.  It is a journey that will not end on this earth--and the best is yet to come. 


 Philippians 3: 20-21 "But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Savior from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body."

Lacking the Attitude of Gratitude

View from "Carolina Heaven"
November 25, 2020 This morning was one of those times when everything seemed to go wrong, and I was not turning lemons into lemonade. Not this time. The black cloud of discontent hung low, and even the bright bergamot of my wonderfully fragrant Earl Grey during my quiet time didn’t dispel the doldrums. As D and I took Chloe to the vet, I surfed radio stations. K-Love with its positive,  encouraging message struck the wrong chord. I didn’t want easy or upbeat. Then I heard it; the beauty and truth of the first line of this traditional hymn sung a capella did what nothing else could. Smiling, I felt secure. “Be still my soul, the Lord is on your side.” That is all I need.

Identity Unmasked

 


November 19, 2020

 

My grandmother used to say, "Oh would some pow'r give us the gift /To see ourselves as others see us!" It is the conclusion to Robert Burns' poem "To a Louse, On Seeing One on a Lady's Bonnet at Church." Though my grandmother died 15 years ago, I can still hear her saying it.  The lilt in her voice, her Scottish heritage somehow enlivened in the Scot's tongue. My mom will quote it to me now--often when I admit to having been embarrassed--the funny thing is that when she says it, I still hear my grandmother's (her mother's) voice.  Grandmama's cheerfulness in the kitchen as she sang silly rhymes or quoted poetry is a memory that will not fade.  The vision it conjures is one I will identify with peaceful afternoons spent watching her work wonders in the kitchen.


Remembering her makes me ponder what memories my children might one day identify with me.  The word "identity" is something that has come to the forefront of my consciousness during this 2020 election season.  "With what party do you identify?" is a question that is often raised in early November, especially during a Presidential election year. Now, thanks to Facebook and other social media, no one need guess a person's politics.  In our ever increasingly polarized society, we are almost forced to take sides. Because of the unprecedented malignity of partisanship this cycle, I have spent time examining my identity, especially regarding my political beliefs.


Etymology has always interested me, and the word “identity” is no exception; it is formed from "the Latin adverb identidem 'again and again, repeatedly' which is itself a contraction of idem et idem ('the same and the same') and partly from the Late Latin essentitas,  a translation of the Greek word for identity" ("historical definition of identity" dictionary.info).  What this means to me is that our identity is who we are at our essence.  And that our identity is determined by what we do again and again, like Grandmama with her cheery ditties in her small country kitchen preparing the best food I've ever eaten. Oxford Languages online dictionary defines identity as "the fact of being who or what a person or thing is." But to me, if identity is wrapped in what we do, it is less a fact of is than a process of becoming.


I just finished reading the comedy Harvey by Mary Chase.  It's a funny play about a man, Elwood, whose family is attempting to commit him to a sanitorium because he has a six-foot rabbit friend, named Harvey.  When Elwood's sister is mistakenly committed instead, she says "I always thought that what you were showed on your face" (p. 37).


With social media, it's even harder to “read someone's face.”  Masked identities are one of the well-known dangers of interacting on social media, but I think jumping on a prefabricated identity band wagon can be dangerous, too. In this political season of snap judgements, I elect to be extra careful in how I act, in what I choose to do repeatedly; thus determining with much thought what defines me.  If we are not careful, our chiming in with a political narrative without investigation can drown out the cries of those we have prejudged to be our enemies. For those who identify as Christians, we need to heed Colossians 3:12, and more importantly, choose to be this way again and again--identifying ourselves with Christ in his humility:  "Put on then, as God's chosen ones, holy and beloved, compassionate hearts, kindness, humility, meekness and patience."

Justice and Selving

December 9, 2020 Photo Credit:   http://voice.gardenbird.co.uk/all-about-the-kingfisher/   As Kingfishers Catch Fire BY  GERARD MANLEY...